my MOOD cycle

i uploaded this picture last night, hoping for some brilliant idea to cross to my mind. but i end up shutting down the computer and take some sleep because i'm so exhausted. 

but, what i really felt last night, wasn't that exhausted but rather, being "PISSED". because of the things need to be done but i haven't finished last night, and also pissed off of not having the computer in our house that made it a dilemma in my daily blogging thingy and assignments as well. 

this photo that i took was a remembrance of the rappler seminar held in USJR CfPA. i took this to see how i look when i got mood swings.

so here it goes, i feel like "DON'T CARE" whenever people say something about me behind my back! because i know that they are just f****ng insecure... so they really don't matter and i don't care...

then i got this mood shift to "SAD" whenever things go wrong, like having problems here in our house and problems outside.. the last time i felt sad was when the typhoon Pablo hit Philippines especially to those who are affected because many lives were taken and many infrastructure were wrecked.

anyways, moving on... i am "ANNOYED" every time someone asks me allot of questions and i just want to say to her face like, 'gosh, can you just use your commonsense?''why am i talking to you?' but i didn't do that.... but i also realized that i am acting the same way too so i think i made a remark on somebody's mind..

now what? aside from i'm inlove, i'm "INSPIRED".. :) (shy smile)..what else can i say? i'm too inspired that i am becoming speechless...

moving on.i become "ANGRY" everytime someone or somebody doesn't respect me and when somebody hurt my loved ones.. i am a very protective lady. i tend to protect people who is close to me and i'll do anything for them.

but sometimes i'm being "AFRAID" whenever people rejects me. i really don't want to be rejected. i want to get the attention of the people i love so that the worst thing won't happen.

i feel "AMUSED" of the things i just revealed because i'm not a type of girl who says things to anybody. i'm a type of girl who talks to the one i trust and burst out my emotions with him/her.

lastly, i feel "HAPPY" everytime i see the people i care satisfied and contented.

i remember a line from the movie "Eat, Love, Pray" that says, 
“Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly in the manifestations of your own blessings. And once you have achieved a state of happiness, you must never become lax about maintaining it. You must make a mighty effort to keep swimming upward into that happiness forever, to stay afloat on top of it.” 

and i think being happy is my greatest ambition in life.

FRIEND!

NO MATTER WHAT, NO MATTER HOW!!

Friend 
is a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
  ~dictionary.reference.com


its the dictionary's meaning.. but for me, 



FRIEND is someone who's always there no matter what happen,
no matter how far the distance you are with each other, 
no matter how ugly, stupid, and weird you are, 
no matter how different your personalities are.




and they are one of the people who completes the journey of your life!!

let me tell you about the amazing people who mean so much to me..

i met this people years ago, i won't name them all but i'll always treasure all the things that we have, way back then until this  very day!

random friends from high school to college!!

even though we have parted ways, i know in God's time will be reunited again!! :)
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

ciao :D

Ang GUGMA ko Kanimo!

Ang GUGMA ko Kanimo
 sama sa mga Bituon sa Kalangitan,
musubang man ang Kabuntagon
og dili Makaplagan,
magpabilin gihapon
hangtod sa Kahangturan!

Ang GUGMA ko Kanimo 
sama sa Uwan,
nga sa dihang masugdan na 
ang Pagdagakdak,
dili na gayod Mapugngan!


Kay ang GUGMA ko Kanimo
sama sa Kinabuhi, mahanaw man
ang Tanan, kini magpabilin 
sa Walay Katapusan!

Cataclysm

What is Nibiru?

About 2012

Many article showed up talking about the "Dooms Day Scenario", some of the articles are giving information's on what will happen on the year "2012". I am very intrigue with the topic, and I seek for some answers to my questions that might be YOUR questions too.

One of the famous topics regarding with the Dooms Day, is the "Nibiru".
I suppose many have heard or are familiar with the word but first thing here, what is a Nibiru really?


NIBIRU

~wikipedia.com

"Nibiru is a Pseudoscientific planetary object described by Zecaria Sitchin."
~via wikipedia.com

     A Pseudoscientific planet means a scheme of assertions, beliefs, or methods that the said planet does exist. 

     And then there is "Nibiru cataclysm",  a supposed disastrous encounter between the Earth and a large planetary object (either a collision or a near miss) which certain groups belive will take place in the early 21st century. Believers in this doomsday event usually refer to this object as Planet X or Nibiru. The idea that a planet-sized object could collide with or pass by Earth in the near future is not supported by any scientific evidence and has been rejected as pseudoscience by astronomers and planetary scientists.
~via wikipedia.com

This is a video from youtube.com that i have searched.